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Finding Happiness |
On a purely selfish level, wearing Master's collar
means having found happiness. The days of searching for the One
who could tame and train, tease and mold are over. Every
submissive i know wants to feel Owned, to be the property of their One
true Master. For me, the click of the collar was freedom.
Freedom to be who i am and have the peace of mind that "i"
will be changed for the better by One who knows me better than i
know myself. |
| Although
i was extremely happy when Master decided to make me His, with this
happiness came hard work. i have a responsibility to
dedicate myself to making Master's needs my own. i have a
responsibility to conducting myself in a manner which will bring my
Master honor. i have a responsibility to remember who and what i
am at all times and act accordingly. i have a responsibility to
put Master's comfort before my own. |
Remembering Responsibility |
| Expecting
Accountability |
With
all these new responsibilities comes accountability. Master
has a right to expect, to demand these things and more of His slave, and
i should expect that when His expectations are not met there will be
consequences. Not only do i have to accept His authority and the
consequences of my actions, but Master also has a responsibility here to
that which He Owns. You can think of it in 2 ways. i
expect (dread, fear, respect) Master's punishment. -and-
i expect (count on, need, deserve, am promised) Master's punishment.
A Dom plays with and may train subs as He wishes for His enjoyment.
a Master takes on the responsibility of training His slave to
His liking. So, Master's collar means to me that i can expect
Master to hold me accountable for my actions. |
| Along
with knowing that master will mold me in His image of 'slave' - i also
know that as long as i am Owned by Him, no harm will come to me if it is
at all in His power to prevent. i can relax knowing that He will
protect my mental and physical well being. He will allow none to
disrespect me....humiliate and humble, yes.....but to show disrespect
for His prized possession, no. i can be comfortable knowing that
Master will not take me beyond what i can handle. Yes, He will and
does challenge my limits and tolerances....pushing away at my fears and
insecurities...but i have complete faith that no harm will come
to me under His care. |
Knowing
Protection |
| Learning
Patience |
This
is a big one for me. <smile> Master's collar
means that things don't always happen when i want them to.
Playing, training.....talking, eating, sleeping, working....these things
are all contingent on Master's schedule for me. Sometimes i forget
this....but we are working on it. (and i'm sure you can all relate
to what that means...) heheheh |
| Master's
collar to me means perfecting what i can perfect for Him. It is
not enough that He says i want the floor mopped and i mop it.
The next step is for me to perfect the mopping..... or the
serving.... or the manner in which i speak.... or the running and upkeep
of His webpage... All the myriad of things i do for Him i yearn to
perfect. He may be satisfied with a completed task....but i still
yearn to do things better. |
Practicing
Perfection |
| Perfecting
Dedication |
Master
has pledged Himself to the task of training His slave. That takes
dedication. i have pledged myself to becoming the slave Master
desires and deserves. That takes dedication. 24/7 is hard
work. To be successful you have to be willing to make D/s in
the forefront of your mind every hour of every day. This takes
enormous dedication. No one is perfect. i am not and
Master is not. But Master's collar means perfecting the dedication
to each other and the lifestyle. Master's collar means Love. |
